Grandfather - R.i.p
I see you in my dreams and its like your still alivebut when I wake up, I wish you never diedall I really wanted was a chance to say goodbyelooking at your pictures, trying not to crybut I know that your in heaven looking down on meso when I dream its ......
Written on 26/10/2008

A Verse From One Of My Songs - 6 Months
Looking through the hour glass I see your faceShinning through my eyesAnd its to no surprise that you were goneI now know I was wrongWrong to be with you I had no clueThings could be this wayAnd to this day the sight of meMakes you walk awayI could see it through ......
Written on 28/10/2008

This Hurts...
I havent had a decent sleep in weeks.Images of you flash through my head constantly,even when in a deep slumber.The thought of you leaving me for someonewho cares for no one, but himself twists mystomache in a most obscure fashion.Perhaps that is why it is so difficult for me to let ......
Written on 05/11/2008

An Unacustomed Emotional Decay
The desk comes up to me and tells me to stop writing on him, he tells me to stop fraying his edges, that old oak desk screams at me that I need to get a f u c k i n g life. So I travel far in search of myself. ......
Written on 05/11/2008

The Day God Called You Home
You never said I'm leaving,You never said goodbyeYou were gone before we knew it,and only god knew whyA million times we needed you,A million times we cried.If love alone could have saved you,You would have never died.In life we loved you dearly,In death we love you stillIn our hearts you hold ......
Written on 09/11/2008